the air between our two is slowly widening. while it grows, i desperately try to pull the strings of point A and B together because this is what i think it ought to be. i am left without no control, helplessy waiting only to end up disappointed maybe. i lose my grip on reality and all i could ever think of is how to save what there is left.
maybe nothing can be saved and our affection shall only dissolve into hate. then we shall forget about it.
my heart is crying and i am breaking. soon, i shall be lower than i have ever been. flat like i have never thought it was possible. i wish so much that your words could be the cornerstone i could hold on to. an anchor to be safe. but blood spews out of my throat and a rock sits in my stomach. a white light slowly taking away fibers of life. filling it with empty broken promises.
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