no, i refuse to be coerced into the vicious cycle of love and hate, hating and forgetting and psychotic imaginations of betrayal and despair. tossing and turning, the littlest act of betrayal can erase all the hope, faith and love i have experienced in this new unfolding plot but I stand my ground. I am done with feeling miserable and hating is always the easiest way out. today i wake up with a new resolve to come back inside myself, embrace the solitude and bask in it. i am hoping that this is won't turn out as predictably as all adventures do, but like ordinary beings, summer slowly passes by with the coming of the first-rain-of-may, passion and intoxication slowly melts into the gloomy habit of the rest of the year. the rain comes to soothe the tired body, washing away the rollercoaster ride experience that the sun has given us. and then memories will then fade into the background, forgotten yet traced into the small creases of my skin. soon it will disolve into nothing then i shall be free...
meanwhile, i take rose-colored glasses to guide me out of the forgetting zone...
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